so much so fast!

Its so cliche, but time truly fly when your a parent!
I so wanted to record every thought and feeling like a true 'blogger', having failed to keep a diary. But by the time I have a quiet moment to reflect and relax, I'm far too tired to coherently type.
Being a public but personal blog I'm torn between wanting to ramble just to clear my head, and actually wanting to write in an intelligent readable and entertainin manner. I'll probably be switching alot depend on the day of the week!
In the time I haven't been blogging, Goslings grown up so much, before I started this blog I was concerned about her speech, not majorly, just normal mum worries of why she wouldn't say anyting other then animal noises. Now shes using sentences! she tells me little storys about her day, she can tell me exactly what she'd like to snack on, and where she wants to go and who she wants to see. She understand instruction accurately and is getting very good at sharing.
 Shes turned two years old and is still breastfeeding, she was ill a few months ago so we re-introduced bedtime feeding, and when she got better we had to wean her off again. Bed times are never a sure thing for easiness, but atm we are enjoying cuddles and storys and only a short rocking before in her cot to pat her bum to sleepy land.
Shes amazingly good at swimming, took to the water like a fish! Shes so happy when she knows we're going swimming, singing 'swimmmingswiiiiiimming' the whole way there.
She taken very well to being carried in a back sling, after a few practises at home she finally decided she enjoyed it when we went for a walk in the woods. I've decided I absolutely hate the buggy! sure its good for shopping, but the ease of baby on your back and walking freely, well, i wanna right my review/experience in another blog.
 When we're going out with the carrier now I ask her to climb on, she crys out with excitement ' yeay! mummy, clipclopclipclop', shes ready for a horsey ride, hehe! Now hoping to order more, and we're very excited.
And talking of excitement, or lack of it, we're still not pregnant. I literally ache to be pregnant. My last period was 3weeks late. That was three weeks of absolute hell! Another thing I will rant at length about in another post.

Well, hopefully will be spamming with posts when myl aptop comes back next week!

proud moment, growing up x

You may imagion what your child will be like while your pregnant, and from a young age you think you 'know' there personality. I thought i had a car loving, climbing, fearless, active, loud, fun, cheerfull, chatty amazing little almost tomboy girl. Well she is. What i hadnt thought was she'd be a pretty in pink sparkle loving princess! 
  My child is only 2 years old and I can't use the loo upstairs without hearing ' mummy pretty pretty' and finding her raiding my makeup box,( how the hell did she reach it!?) And used up all my metallic purple lip STAIN! Guess I should be glad she hasn't figured out how to unscrew the eye powders. Yet.
 She got stained bright pink, and it was the lipstick that normally stays on for 2 days... I didnt think I even wore lipstick much (even tho I own loads and will have to hide them in the safe) yet I must've influenced her.
 I make a point of telling her every thing is pretty, blue, green, clothes, cars, birds, dogs, trees, sticks, shadows, ectect. I avoid pink like the plague, not because I hate pink though, I actually have a fond spot for the 'right' pink. I'm just worried that pink is a gate way colour for frills and tiaras. Yet shes really decided on her own the the prettiest things are pink, shiny, glittery ectect >.<
Still, love her more every day watching her grown into a very real little person, she'll be telling me in no time that 'MUM, you can't go out in that!!' LOL.

*preeeeeettty*

proud moment number2

So, recently Gosling has realised the benifit of affection, it can be used for bargaining or for apology or just getting her own way!
A few weeks ago I'm crawling around tidying while she is have some chill out time with the TV. I suddenly feel her patting me on the back, I say to her "awww am I a good mummy? Thats lovely patting sweetheart" but her response was "NO! pooooooo....". I twisted round and saw that she was correct. It was poo, rubbed into my Tshirt. thank you sweet heart xxx

away from blogging :(

well, not that I have any 'followers' yet but in case anyone wonders why I was absent so long its pretty simple, my laptop died! I don't have time to write on my partners as his often in need of it, an I kept thinking it wouldn't be long till its fixed! over a month ago!! lol
well, lots happened, goslings 2years old, we're still TTC, Ive not had a period in 3 weeks but still NEGATIVE! ectect.
I may have to back track and write a few future posts by memory instead of when they happened. Feel a bit bad as I was determined to give blogging a better go then I did my baby diary, which only has a shocking 2 entry's, 1year apart in it. eep!
well, hoping for my blogs soon! xxx